been told

i’ve been told that maybe i feel differently

i feel on a scale of -5 to 15 instead of the usual

0-10

i’ve been told that i place too much hope in people

that it’s time to stop giving

myself

to people who don’t care.

maybe i do feel harder than most,

how do i limit my scope

because,

i don’t want to feel like this now

or ever again.

i’ve been told that i’ll learn from it

but i’ve told myself that it wasn’t worth it

so how is that a lesson.

how do i feel less

than right now

without being numb

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s